Fingers stun at the keyboard. I seriously am not sure what to say though, but just a random update since 2 years I last touch my blog. Hehe.
I think I could take some effort to maintain it now,
Oh yeah I'm with the same cutie pie since 2 years ago. On and off, we made it through :)
He's right asleep now, the exact same from 2years when we first know one another. Been alittle more naughtier tho, tmrw's his court hearing final sentence. Gonna be a big deal this time, hope things will be smooth as what I prayed for.
I could say things have change tremendously these 2 years, I'm now a pain addict. I don't see what's important in life though it may sound stupid for young girl like me, but I do know what's life and how to enjoy. So I go for what I want and make it the best.
Seems like I haven't been enjoying night life for close to almost a year, been a full part time workaholic to start saving up for holidays. Hehehe.
Sometimes I wonder real hard, that why people in my life come and go, relationships and friends. But I don't stop learning and making new friends though, piece and bits of them make me appreciate more of what I hold onto and also make me learn to be smart of what I'm getting close with. Or could it be me that they leave and that I'm not someone they should be sticking with? Shrugs. I really hope that appreciation is easier done than said. I'm sick and tired of not being appreciated. Like work and relationships, they think I'm not of a big deal? Then I should show them how unappreciation feels? :( But whats the point, if I have to do that then I'm totally not being myself.
And also, I have to start making plans for what I'm going to do in the future. I can't possibly stuck in night life forever. That's not what I like to do. I seriously want to be a singer but got no idea where to start from. But no effort seen though, I just am too afraid that the society don't need me.
Suddenly I've got craving for a puff. Alright I shall talk another time :)
